invest in yourself

Worth 40 mins. of our time. ;)

Been a Tech fan for many years.

So, I HAD to share this with you all.

fails.

So my 30 Day Challenge was a total FAIL.

I got caught up with so much other shit.

uhh...

That's not even a good enough excuse.

I mean I started on most of them, I just left most of them unfinished.

I want to finish them and post them.

Some of them are really interesting for me and I'd like to share.

#sharingpostssoontocome!

Day 03

Feb. 16, 2012

Day 03- A photo of food you've made

Bisquick's just add water pancake mix is the best thing to come out since… I don't know… the internet.

Haha

Just kidding.

but I love it!

It literally takes me a minute to put together and another minute to cook.

Rachel Ray's 30 Minute Meals got nothing on Bisquick.

Pancakes remind me of Sundays after church at Denny's or Kings with the fam bam.

I enjoy my pancakes plain. With just butter.

Day 02

Feb. 15, 2012

Day 02- A picture of you with 15 facts

1. I have curly hair.
2. I like my coffee with brown sugar.
3. I listen to Hip Hop.
4. I don't like cats.
   
5. I'm stingy with my music.
6. I rather enjoy a movie on a couch than in the theaters.
7. I still use the same e-mail address from the 7th grade.
8. I don't like stupid people.
9. I laugh when I'm in trouble.
10. If you can't prove it, I won't admit it.
11. I can run my mouth.
12. I don't make friends easily.
13. I can't draw.
14. I roll my eyes when I hear bullshit.
15. Passion inspires me.

I was going to wait until my 30 days were over to start posting but I thought to myself- 30 days of picture taking and writing then another 30 days to blog them seemed too long for me. So I decided to start uploading them, at least two a day until I catch up.

enjoy.

Day 01.

30 Day Challenge.

Feb. 14, 2012

30 day was a challenge I took upon myself.

To appreciate all the lovely things I already have in my life.

If you read my 30 Day Challenge entry, I portrayed it as if my life sucked. -__-

I LOVE my life.

The challenge which I will share in a bit had me realize all the great things I already have going in my life.and I didn't realize (how much I appreciated life) until I started this challenge.

The challenge (among other things) I chose to do was a picture of something (e.g. someone you miss, a pic. of something old... etc.). I also had to describe the photo.

Day 01- A photo of someone you miss

Day one was actually suppose to start out with a photo of myself with 15 facts but since I started this on 2/14 I thought this was more appropriate.

This photo isn't a photo of my grandma but it's a picture of where she's at.

Six feet (+/-) down there she's there, in a beautiful baron style dress holding letters my brothers, sister and I gave her before they closed her casket.

Next to her is a purse with a photo album of photos with all of us in them for when she wants to reminisce.

I'm tired of missing her.

Ok, I'm not tired of missing her

I'm tired of reopening this casket.

This casket of wounds, emotions, questions, feelings, wants, regrets

I want to finally put her on that mantle with everyone else I've lost.

To finally let her rest and enjoy her after life.

V Day

One year ago I wrote this, I think on melo
But for some reason melo isn't loading for me...

Feb. 14, 2011
Happy Valentines day to you. For me, maybe V day but not happy. We rushed grandma to the hospital this morning. And I’m scared. Real scared. I lost her at one point. Right after we brought her in, they told me. She stopped breathing on me that they had to sedate her to intubate her. It took me about eight hours later since I last saw her to find the courage to see her again. I was terrified. My grandma was always strength to me. Always made it though everything and anything. But to see her in that state; tube down her throat, the sound of the machine, her tongue sticking out like a pig, sedated. I felt like I’ve lost her. Or I lost that image of her being superwoman. The doctors gave me 30 days.

Feb. 14, 2012
One year ago ... I lost you for awhile.
If it wasn’t for technology, I would of lost you then.
V day will never be the same.
While he gets the chocolates and flowers, I lay in bed too scared to get up.
Thinking I'd hear you call my name the moment I opened my bedroom door.
Like one year ago.

So I went to give you a visit.
To tell you I miss you

Hoping you'd hear me better if I were closer to you.

Some things in life you want to do just so you can say you've done them.