i always take it for granted.
...later, next time,tomorrow, after im done, on my day off, when i'm not busy, when i'm free, when i feel like it, after this...
it was always 'next time' for me.
next time i'll ask her this
next time i'll do this, we'll do this
next time never came.
now i'm left with questions and regret.
written in my journal on March 17,2011
