June 19, 2011
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May 21, 2011
I think I fell into a rut.
I started this entry on the 21st of May and today's the 11th of June and after countless times of trying to put out an entry i'm hoping today's try will finally produce something.
so yeah, awhile back i started getting irritated at everything and at almost everyone. im feeling so emotional that i felt i was going to snap at someone if i didn't like what they said about anything. so naturally my mom and i would get into it. but for the most part i would just leave before i said something i would regret.
and i don't know how to shake this feeling off. even til this day about 20 days later.
i practically quit work. i only work 1 day a week. cause i was just getting really tired of that damn place. and i haven't really done anything to find a replacement job. i just don't have the desire to go get one right now. even though i know i need one NOW cause money's stiff.

i don't think i'm doing this right now. i pray i get my swag back real soon and get on that grind again. just looking for some inspiration
I started this entry on the 21st of May and today's the 11th of June and after countless times of trying to put out an entry i'm hoping today's try will finally produce something.
so yeah, awhile back i started getting irritated at everything and at almost everyone. im feeling so emotional that i felt i was going to snap at someone if i didn't like what they said about anything. so naturally my mom and i would get into it. but for the most part i would just leave before i said something i would regret.
and i don't know how to shake this feeling off. even til this day about 20 days later.
i practically quit work. i only work 1 day a week. cause i was just getting really tired of that damn place. and i haven't really done anything to find a replacement job. i just don't have the desire to go get one right now. even though i know i need one NOW cause money's stiff.

i don't think i'm doing this right now. i pray i get my swag back real soon and get on that grind again. just looking for some inspiration
May 10, 2011
fambam love
thinking about it
did i ever tell you i like my communication class. ok not really, it gets boring at times
but i do like the way my professor teaches or at least the way he goes when it comes to our presentations. he gives us a broad topic and he let's us do whatever. he's not there holding our hand process through process like some teachers.
for this class we had one presentation: present an idea, invention,theory,person or phenomenon that was related to the internet or video games as mass media. that's it. he didn't give us a week to decide and then tell him so he can see if it's appropriate or not. he was like just do it and if you have a question come see me. i love how he give us so much freedom. i chose to talk about the reaction people had with the psn being down, if you were interested.
so last week i had a conversation with my communication professor before class. he knew i was a communication major and he asked me how much longer til i graduate. i tell him that im just waiting to start classes for my major since they are only offered on even years. then he ask me what's after that. and i told him i had no idea. i had no idea what a communication major could do. he told me there are a lot of things, things that never crossed my mind. and the one thing he did say that stuck with me was after i get my ba get my master's and teach here.
in the back of my mind i always had that 'be a teacher' thought when i truly didn't know what i wanted to do with the rest of my life. i had that idea of freedom writers or some morgan freeman in lean on me.like if i were to be a teacher i wouldn't be just any teacher. i'd be an extraordinarily teacher! you know that teacher you write letters to after you've accomplished something thanking them for making a difference in their lives, those teachers. i know i don't have the patience to teach elem., middle or high school kids. so i was always quick to shoot that thought down. but being a professor? it never crossed my mind, ok it has but when ever i heard professor i always paired it with an old face. it wasn't til the semester i took literature, my professor was really young. like in her early 30s. so when my prof. mentioned it, i don't know but the thought sat with me. maybe something i'd be interested in doing one day.
currently listening, i know its kinky!
but i do like the way my professor teaches or at least the way he goes when it comes to our presentations. he gives us a broad topic and he let's us do whatever. he's not there holding our hand process through process like some teachers.
for this class we had one presentation: present an idea, invention,theory,person or phenomenon that was related to the internet or video games as mass media. that's it. he didn't give us a week to decide and then tell him so he can see if it's appropriate or not. he was like just do it and if you have a question come see me. i love how he give us so much freedom. i chose to talk about the reaction people had with the psn being down, if you were interested.
so last week i had a conversation with my communication professor before class. he knew i was a communication major and he asked me how much longer til i graduate. i tell him that im just waiting to start classes for my major since they are only offered on even years. then he ask me what's after that. and i told him i had no idea. i had no idea what a communication major could do. he told me there are a lot of things, things that never crossed my mind. and the one thing he did say that stuck with me was after i get my ba get my master's and teach here.
in the back of my mind i always had that 'be a teacher' thought when i truly didn't know what i wanted to do with the rest of my life. i had that idea of freedom writers or some morgan freeman in lean on me.like if i were to be a teacher i wouldn't be just any teacher. i'd be an extraordinarily teacher! you know that teacher you write letters to after you've accomplished something thanking them for making a difference in their lives, those teachers. i know i don't have the patience to teach elem., middle or high school kids. so i was always quick to shoot that thought down. but being a professor? it never crossed my mind, ok it has but when ever i heard professor i always paired it with an old face. it wasn't til the semester i took literature, my professor was really young. like in her early 30s. so when my prof. mentioned it, i don't know but the thought sat with me. maybe something i'd be interested in doing one day.
currently listening, i know its kinky!
May 7, 2011
' That shit was funny, but it wasn't the best part'
i recently bought the book 'I HOPE THEY SERVE BEER IN HELL'
and this book is freakin hilarious!
takes my mind off things.
its so funny that im laughing out loud bending forward slapping the knee or laughing so hard that i throw my head back in public.
i've had people come up to me and ask me what i'm reading because all they see/ hear from me are snickers and a grin as huge as the pacific ocean.
i had the couple of old ladies ask me that and i was like 'it's called i hope the serve been in hell' after they gave that unapproved look towards the title i said while kinda laughing 'ahh...some good shit'
it was even such good timing cause i just finished the chapter on tucker fucks a fat girl.
freakin hilarious. i don't know why i never grabbed this book earlier. i've always seen it.
anyways i can't really explain how funny it was or is. but i was able to find this thing below to read it. just type 'tucker fucks a fat girl' in the search box thingy. it should be the 2nd result. enjoy! :)
and this book is freakin hilarious!
takes my mind off things.
its so funny that im laughing out loud bending forward slapping the knee or laughing so hard that i throw my head back in public.
i've had people come up to me and ask me what i'm reading because all they see/ hear from me are snickers and a grin as huge as the pacific ocean.
i had the couple of old ladies ask me that and i was like 'it's called i hope the serve been in hell' after they gave that unapproved look towards the title i said while kinda laughing 'ahh...some good shit'
it was even such good timing cause i just finished the chapter on tucker fucks a fat girl.
freakin hilarious. i don't know why i never grabbed this book earlier. i've always seen it.
anyways i can't really explain how funny it was or is. but i was able to find this thing below to read it. just type 'tucker fucks a fat girl' in the search box thingy. it should be the 2nd result. enjoy! :)
May 6, 2011
a real quick one
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