Bullshit work

work has been bullshit!
serious bullshit!
i have a coworker who (thank GOD i don't have to open with all the time anymore)comes in late all the fucken time.
it's a bitch
but whats even more fucken irritating?
let me let you all in on the day that it happened.
i come in at 5:18 am.
i start getting the coffees/muffins done.
just the typical opening the shop duties and my coworker is late.
she always comes in 10 to 15 mins. late so i wasn't freakin out. but then 5:50 came and we had no ice, and she usually goes to the store to buy all that.
so i call her.
she says she's almost in.
about 10 mins. later she calls sayin shes almost at the store she'll just buy it now. i tell her ice and lettuce and newspaper
and im already irritated because i had to open the shop by myself and when i called her at 5:50 she said she was almost at the shop.
it takes me at least 15 mins. to get to work from my place and she lives closer to work so when you say your almost at the shop you mean 'i'm just leaving my house now'
then she calls about 5 mins. later saying the store has no ice so she has to go to another store to find some.
she finally comes in at 6:30.
good thing we didn't get any customers until after she came in.
now you may think i'm over reacting and just being a bitch right
right but get this
5 days later i come into work and i clock in, as i clock in i see her time card and i check it out.
and on the day she came to work late she writes in her time.
what time... 5 fucken 45! on the card she writes 'i forgot to clock in'!
i was fucken pissed this morning.
i ain't never want to be a snitch but if i can come in 5 to 10 mins before i should be in then any motherfucker who has been doing this for 4 years can do the same or at least on time and no bullshitting on the time you be commin' in.

update more later

kingpin johnny

we lost the kingpin yesterday.
my lolo johnny died in the phillipines at 79. typical filipino way: high blood pressure/heart attack
i can't say for sure but to me he was my grandpa's closest cousin.
he was also the biggest drug dealer i knew.
growing up i was told stories about him, about what he did.
and if you'd ever seen him you'd know.
typical filipino gangster
the way he dressed, the flyest shit.
he had his silk long sleeved polo, with the creased slacks and the shiny black boots.
he stood tall, always, with one hand in the pocket and the other with a cigarette.
cologne you could smell miles away. decked out in gold jewelry:chains, bracelets, watches, rings you name it.
typical filipino gangster.
always had a driver, always had someone standing watch.
so to see him and to see my grandpa it's weird to know they were related,let alone close.
makes me wonder if my grandpa was ever apart of it all.
all that hype.
lolo johnny had the biggest homes, the guards the shiny things
and grandpa had nice things to, but not as nice i wonder if he ever dabbled in that "business"
because if he did, that would be fucken solid!
just kidding.
but yes i wonder because if he did then my perception of him would be false.
in my eyes, he was a man
the definition of 'the real man'
worked hard, provided for his family.
all his family
housed his wife and kids as well as his sisters/brothers family.
he may of left my grandma but he always came back to make sure she was well off.
and making money by dealin' made you somewhat less of a man.
and my grandpa was nothing close to a lesser man.

update

so spring semester is here.
everything so far has been going good.
as i'm writing this i'm trying to practice on my typing skills by typing in the dark.
trying to bring back my mrs. mats days and workin on everything i've learned.

as well as looking at the list i made a couple days ago.
update on the list:

-i've been listening to adele and jazmine sullivan-and i know jazmine sullivan is in that 'hop hop bracket' but i like her music.(broaden the music...)
-i bought T.I.'s papertrail on saturday (upkeep my cd...)
-i've been pathetically working out (lose wait)
- i'm here writing this (keep up blogging...) ;)


list of cd's i want:
-jazmine sullivan-fearless
-beyince- i am ...sasha fierce
-kanye west- 808 and heartbreaks
-keyisha cole- a differnt me
-neyo- year of the gentelmen
-john legend- evolver
-adele-19
-t-pain-thr33 ringz
-young jezzey- the recession

a better update soon.
im busy watching another cinderella movie.

give it a listen

if i could use a song to describe/explain everything i go through on a regular basis, i would!
if i could have my very own background music when i'm out and about would be the greatest thing ever!

sadly, i don't
so i created this playlist of songs that i'd be listening to on a regular basis.

i'll add more songs later, im just lying in an umcomfortable position on my bed and my neck's starting to hurt.

CHANGE is here

i LOVE watching/listening to him speak.
he's such an AMAZING speaker.
he inspires me to want something/work harder in my life.
so here's to barack, i can't wait to see the change

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for the year '09

a list of thing i want to purchase/get done/ sorta like a resolution for the year 2009

-buy a camera
-buy a computer
-visit california
-find a second job
-lose weight
-cut/color my hair
-purchase at least 11 pairs of shoes
-go shopping
-broaden my music preference
-go to church every sunday
-keep up blogging
-start playing the piano again
-adopt a greyhound
-buy an xbox,wii,psp,dc
-buy an aircon for my room
-paint my bedroom
-get a tattoo
-get an ipod
-upkeep with my cd collection
-keep up with the news
-and more along the way....

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS everyone.
my favorite christmas song